my problem with everything is slowing down,once i start something i have to finish it spending hours and hours until done instead of gently doing the odd piece a night,i guess its from working to deadlines and a habit i need to stop with my efforts here
I can understand that.
I know from myself how easy it is to lose motivation, especially when trying an extremely tedious or boring task, and other commitments are vying for your time.
Sure requires a hell of alot of determination and self discipline to just keep going a step at a time.
Like your progress here anway, should be a sweet looking bird when done!