All I can say is I was never close to my mom and when she was dying of cancer there was an opportunity to make a final connection. All either one of us had to do was start the conversation...neither of us did. Honestly I don't think about it except in the context of it being a curious story. I think it would have been forced and fake to do it at the end like that. I believe she felt the same. Neither one of us felt it and so that's the way it ended.
Different circumstances I know, but you shared so I did. Take what you can from it and do what you want. Preserve and be true to yourself. All you ever have to be is you...and you have been through more than anyone I know and by all accounts came out on top. Those who love you will understand either way you decide.
Hope this helps in some small way...
Different circumstances I know, but you shared so I did. Take what you can from it and do what you want. Preserve and be true to yourself. All you ever have to be is you...and you have been through more than anyone I know and by all accounts came out on top. Those who love you will understand either way you decide.
Hope this helps in some small way...