Please forgive my following blurb, going fuckin' nuts at the moment...
My workench is being cleared at moment as I am currently going through what Terry Pratchett called 'the long dark tea-time of the soul'.
I can't finish anything at all. There is always so much work to get the kits accurate, and I am not satisfied if they are not accurate. I have had a gutsful of filling and sanding. The only free time I get to do modelmaking (or anything for myself) is after 22:30 when the kids are asleep, but by then I'm bloody tired and can't concentrate. What you see me do here is usually done around midnight. My eyes are wrecked from all the inspection I do at work all day (I make medical devices). All my inspirational ideas and motivation come while I'm at work and can't get to the bench, and are gone by the time I get home, whether written down or not. In short I'm just mentally drained and have no idea how or when I will ever be able to do this hobby properly. (Probably when I retire, by which time I will be even more shattered than I am now)
Again, sorry for the blurb - but this is my real life finally getting the boot in once and for all, and not the usual me who stubbornly dreams of being able to make fucking masterpieces in a stupidly small scale.
Really, I shouldn't even post this, as I will bounce back again soon enough, I usually do. Fact remains though that I haven't completed a kit since 2013, when I still lived in Hungary. It's getting more than a little depressing...