Well Harrison, adding from my first post, I've been where you are now. I lost a co-worker back when I was working at home. He was killed in a car accident involving alchohol. I didn't know him too well, he was a higher grade than me, and we had brief exchanges where we worked. Still, it hit me hard, so I know where you're coming from. Remember, you've got the forum it you want to talk about it, and I'm sure your friends and family are doing the same thing. Stay strong.