I will pass on your prayers and wishes to my wife Geralidine (GiGi) it is really my wife who has gone last 2 yrs missing Nicole terribley. its like a big chunk out of her life each day for her. Often I have come across Geraldine crying for privately. We refer to the Bathroom (toilet) as the CR (Crying Room). It helps Geraldine at times for I have this sense of humour that gives her strength to keep going daily. But as my Old Gun Sgt use to say If it doesn't kill you it is good for you. Builds courage strength and character. We as a family will find strength courage and character in each of us. No one ever said life was meant to be easy. You might say the family that struggles together through hard times survives together and that I have no doubt of