Having lost 6 close friends trough life, some in a very short time, I can't even imagine the pain that you feel right now. Don't give up, there's always hope, miracles do happen.
No matter where you are, what time of the day OR night it is, if it's sun or rain, you're on the minds and in the prayers of many people from all over the world. People, that has become family to you and have at the same time, made you and yours part their family, people that's thinking of you, wishing for you, hoping for you and praying for you.
And as far as I know, family do not give up on each other...I am not giving up on you! This will go well!
Give Caleb a great big long hug from me and everybody else here!