Maestro
Master Sergeant
Eh, I'm more annoyed at myself in this matter. I went to New York City yesterday on a school trip. I was in with a group of friends, two of them girls that I had a crush on. One of them, though, already has a boyfriend-long before I knew her. The other girl is not really looking for a boyfriend. I'm fine with that, there really good friends of mine, and I like spending time with them.
However, while with them in NYC, I kind of felt myself attracted to them. I mean, there were several instances when I thought about kissing them, but that would have been bad. To top it all off, on the way back to college, another friend of mine from our group sat next to the girl with the boyfriend on the way back. I was jealous because I wanted to sit next to her, but I did not ask her fast enough-I have a track record in having a bad sense of timing. I kind of hate myself right now, feel like I'm turning into an @sshole. My dad knows about this, and he told me I need to let go of this. He's right, and that's the solution, but I just can't. I dunno, I just wish that I was stronger than this.
Hmmm... As no one replied to this, I feel I must sit down, put on my "week-end psychologist" glasses and give you a piece of advice...
I always felt a girl with a boyfriend was a "no-go" situation. Don't even try to "go farther" with her. First, she might get pissed. And second, it saves a lot of trouble that you could get if ever the said boyfriend ever heard about it. You surely don't want to end this in a dark parking lot at 3:00AM, right ?
For the girl that is still single, if you do have a crush on her, then go for it. Just make sure the "sitting-next-to-her" experience doesn't happen again. If you wanna sit next to/kiss a girl you like, then do it. Don't ask for permission. It'll send a sub-conscient message that you lack of self-confidence. If you wanna kiss her, do it. If she doesn't want to, she won't miss the opportunity to tell it to you. After all, the worst you could get in this story is a slap across the face, right ?
But it is only my opinion...